Beloved, Thou makest me fuller every day.
Thou diggest into my heart deeper than the depths of the earth.
Thou raisest my soul higher than the highest heaven,
making me more empty every day and yet fuller.
Thou makest me wider than the ends of the world;
Thou stretchest my two arms across the land and the sea,
giving into my enfoldment the East and the West.
Thou changest my flesh into fertile soil;
Thou turnest my blood into streams of water;
Thou kneadest my clay, I know, to make a new universe.
In the swinging of the branches, in the flying of the birds,
and in the running of the water,
Beloved, I see Thy waving hand, bidding me good-bye.
In the cooing of the wind, in the roaring of the sea, and in
the crashing of the thunder,
Beloved, I see Thee weep and I hear Thy cry.
In the promise of the dawn, in the breaking of the morn, in
the smiles of the rose,
Beloved, I see Thy joy at my homecoming.
Let Thy wish become my desire,
Let Thy will become my deed,
Let Thy word become my speech, Beloved,
And Thy love become my creed.
Let my plant bring forth Thy flowers,
Let my fruits produce Thy seed,
Let my heart become Thy lute, Beloved,
And my body Thy flute of reed.
When I close my eyes in the solitude, I see Thy glorious
vision in my heart, and, opening my eyes amidst the crowd, I
see Thee acting on the stage of the earth. Always I am in Thy
dazzling presence, my Beloved; Thou takest me to heaven, and
Thou bringest me on earth in the twinkling of an eye.
Let me not fall low after having raised me high;
Let me not become narrow after having made me broad.
Let me not become small after having once made me great;
Throw me not down, Beloved, after once Thou hast lifted me up.
I looked and looked, to find someone to whom I might give my
trust;
but I found no one, until I saw Thee at last in my heart, holding
in Thy hand the record of my life's secret.
As I put myself forward into the world, so I show my limitation,
my King;
but as I withdraw myself from the world, so I enter into Thy
Kingdom.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when the noose of death seems unavoidable
and nigh.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when with heavy heart I see my beloved
ones depart.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when change and limit in the worldly
love I see.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when all that I call mine is snatched
away from my hand.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when my boon companions turn their back
in my sorrow.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when my hands are full with worldly
strife.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when the higher self raises me up and
the lower self weighs me down.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when I try to do right and it turns
to wrong.
I look to Thee, O Lord, when all in life seems as naught to
me and I feel a yearning for something beyond.
The spring that rises out of my heart Thou pourest upon me,
my Beloved,
and my spirit feels the exaltation of being dissolved under
Thy divine shower.
When Thou didst sit upon Thy throne, with a crown upon Thy
head, I did prostrate myself upon the ground and called Thee
my Lord.
When Thou didst stretch out Thy hands in blessing over me, I
knelt and called Thee my Master.
When Thou didst raise me from the ground, holding me with Thine
arms, I drew closer to Thee and called Thee my Beloved.
But when Thy caressing hands held my head next to Thy glowing
heart and Thou didst kiss me, I smiled and called Thee myself.
What I may not see, let me not see;
What I may not hear, let me not hear;
What I may not know, I ask not to know.
Beloved, I am contented with both Thy speech and Thy silence.
Let him not see me who should not see me;
Let him not hear me who will not hear me;
Let him not know me who need not know me.
Beloved, veil and unveil me as Thy wisdom chooseth.
By Thy skillful hands Thou hast made these flowers; by the
power of Thy magic glance Thou hast colored them so beautifully:
Thou hast breathed on flowers, giving them life and radiance,
and with a kiss Thou hast made them fragrant.
Let my insight be deeper than the ocean;
Let my mind be more fertile than the land;
Let my heart be wider than the horizon, Beloved;
and let my soul soar higher than Paradise.
Every form I see is Thine own form, my Lord,
And every sound I hear is Thine own voice;
In the perfume of flowers I perceive the fragrance of Thy spirit;
In every word spoken to me I hear Thy voice, my Lord.
All that touches me is Thine own touch;
In everything I taste I enjoy the savor of Thy delicious spirit.
In every place I feel Thy presence, Beloved;
In every word that falls on my ears I hear Thy message.
Everything that touches me, thrills me with the joy of Thy kiss;
Wherever I roam, I meet Thee;
Wherever I reach, I find Thee, my Lord;
Wherever I look, I see Thy glorious vision;
Whatever I touch, I touch Thy beloved hand.
Whomsoever I see, I see Thee in his soul;
Whoever aught gives to me, I take it from Thee.
To whomsoever I give, I humbly offer it to Thee, Lord;
Whoever comes to me, it is Thou who comest;
On whomsoever I call, I call on Thee.
Turn me not aside, Beloved, once Thou hast granted me Thy
favor;
starve me not of a kiss, after Thou hast enfolded me;
grieve me not, Beloved, since Thou hast made me smile;
turn not away Thine eyes, once Thou hast poured the wine of
Thy magic glance into the cup of my heart.
Enter unhesitatingly, Beloved, for in this abode there is
naught but my longing for Thee.
Do I call Thee my soul? But Thou art my spirit.
Can I call Thee my life? But Thou livest forever.
May I call Thee my Beloved? But Thou art Love itself.
Then what must I call Thee? I must call Thee myself.
Why did I not recognize Thee when first I opened my eyes
on the earth?
Why did I not respond to Thee when I heard Thy enchanting voice?
Why did I not feel Thy gentle hand when Thou didst caress my
face?
Why did I not cling to Thee, Beloved, when Thou lovingly didst
kiss my lips?
When I began to look for Thee, in the twinkling of an eye Thou
didst disappear.
When I started in Thy pursuit, Thou didst move away from me
still farther.
When I called Thee aloud in my distress, Thou didst not hear
my soul's bitter cry.
Cross-legged I sat in silence; then alone I heard Thy call.
Why have I two eyes if not to behold Thy glorious vision?
Why have I two ears if not to hear Thy gentle whisper?
Why have I the sense of smell if not to breathe the essence
of Thy spirit?
Why have I two lips, Beloved, if not to kiss Thy beautiful countenance?
Why have I two hands if not to work in Thy divine cause?
Why have I two legs if not to walk in Thy spiritual path?
Why have I a voice if not to sing Thy celestial song?
Why have I a heart, Beloved, if not to make it Thy sacred dwelling?
Did I not leave the unseen world in Thy pursuit?
Have I not come to this world of limitations in search of Thee?
Have I not followed Thy footprints on this earth?
Have I not looked for Thy light in the heavens?
But where did I find Thee, Beloved, at last? Hiding in my heart.
Every step in Thy path draws me nearer to Thee,
Every breath in Thy thought exhilarates my spirit,
Every glimpse of Thy smile is inspiring to my soul,
Every tear in Thy love, Beloved, exalts my being.