When a spiritual man talks about all being illusion,
the materialistic man says, 'Show me then where reality
is!' Very often people use the word illusion without having
studied this question fully. When a person says to another,
who is in pain, 'It is all illusion,' the one who is suffering
will say, 'It is reality to me. If you were the one who
is suffering you would not say that it is an illusion!'
And when this problem is not solved, a person may try to
call an illness an illusion as long as his patience is not
exhausted, but the moment his patience gives out he can
no longer call it an illusion, he begins to call it reality.
When one begins from the end one ends at the beginning,
and to call something that our senses perceive an illusion
we must first understand its nature and character, in order
to prove to ourselves and to others that it is an illusion.
Through any study we take up, no matter what it be, we
shall be able to find out that when we look at things they
first appear in a certain form, but as we go on looking
at them they appear differently. A certain chemical is called
by a certain name, but when we see what its origin is, where
it comes from, we trace at its root something quite different.
When we find its origin we begin to think, 'Why do we call
it by that name? Its name should be quite different.' In
studying a mechanism and the various names and forms connected
with it, we find when we get to the bottom of it that what
makes it work is something quite different from its outward
appearance. All this shows that the surface of all things
covers the secret of their origin from our eyes; and yet
we recognize all things from their surface. In order to
know the secret of things we must dig deep and get to the
bottom of them.
When we study modern biology we begin to wonder about
the origin of man; and even if the missing link between
man and monkey were to be found, we should still not have
probed the depths of human origin. If such is the character
and nature of things in the surface, how can we stamp them
with names which we invent from our limited knowledge of
them? The deeper we go into things, the less we shall think
we can call them so and so, or such and such. Everything
in the world is under a cover, and when it is uncovered
there is another cover, so one thing is found inside the
other thing, and one cannot get at the bottom of things
unless one knows the secret of how to get there. It is for
this reason that the learned of this world, who study and
study all their lives, go only so far and no further. We
may ask the most learned man in the world, who has perhaps
propounded a thousand theories, what is at the bottom of
it all, and he will answer, 'I do not know, but I would
like to know if I could.'
To understand the nature of illusion, there are two points
to be considered: first, that what is changeable is an illusion,
and secondly, that what is unstable is also an illusion;
for what is unstable and changeable is and at the same time
is not. Then there are two laws: one law is: that a thing
changes. And the other law is: that a thing is dissolved,
destroyed, decomposed. The only difference is that although
both are changes, it is only in one process that we can
pursue that which changes. When coal has turned into a diamond
we can pursue it, but when camphor has dissolved we cannot
pursue it easily.
If we call the appearance of what is changeable and what
is subject to destruction a reality, then what is illusion,
why do we have this word? This word denotes something, which
is not dependable, which is not constant. We use the words
'false' and 'true' according to our conception of things.
For instance gold metal is called gold, and its imitation
is called imitation gold. At the first glance both are the
same; it is only by observing them more keenly that we distinguish
between gold and its imitation. It is the stability of gold,
which makes us call it real; we call it real because it
is stable. It is the same when one says that a friendship
is real. What is stable is real, what fades away is false.
And when we look in this way at the whole of manifestation
we see illusion in all things; if there is a reality to
be found it is at the bottom of it all. The illusion is
the cover, and reality is the depths of all things. It is
just like body and soul: the body is an illusion, the soul
a reality. It is the same with the flower and its fragrance:
the flower is an illusion, but the fragrance is a reality:
it stays as a spirit, it lives.
The longer a thing lives, the greater reality it shows,
and yet that which can truly be called reality is still
deeper. In our everyday language we use the word reality,
but to know what reality is, is a different thing; for to
know reality is to know all that is to be known. This knowledge
is acquired by finding that one reality which is beyond
all things. It is the search for reality which is the true
education, the real knowledge, and the learning which is
really worthwhile. To appreciate this reality, to admire
it, to love it, brings us nearer and nearer towards the
goal, which is reality itself.
When we begin to realize that our wish, our desire, the
object of our love, and all the we pursue throughout life
are illusion, and that we are in pursuit of this illusion
day and night, we feel disappointed. We often wonder what
there is that can be called reality if all we know, see,
and feel is illusion. Not everybody thinks about it in his
daily life; but to the wise this thought comes naturally
and engages him in the search for reality. In olden times
it was the task of religion to awaken the world to reality;
but unfortunately today in the absence of religion the modern
education system awakens interest in all that is illusion
instead of promoting the search for reality. Nevertheless,
we cannot run away from reality. It draws us, it attracts
us. Even through our interest in science, literature, philosophy,
art and psychology we are unconsciously searching for reality.
But looking for reality in illusions is like trying to see
the moon on the earth. People want to see the face of reality
with the eyes of illusion, and with the ears of illusion
they want to hear its voice. But it is the reality in themselves
that finds reality.
There is some purpose in this manifestation which is
illusion. If there were no illusion, then reality could
not be found, for everything is revealed by its contrast,
even reality. We look for reality when we discover illusion;
if we had never known illusion we would never have known
reality. Reality finds itself.
One might consider abstract thought to be a method of
knowing reality, but it depends upon what one understands
by abstract thought. There are people who live in the abstract,
and yet they are far away from reality. There is an Indian
story about a fish, which went to the queen of the fishes
and said, 'I have always heard about the sea, but where
is the sea?' Then the queen explained to this fish who had
come to her to learn, 'You live, move, and have your being
in the sea. The sea is within you and outside of you, and
you are made of the sea and you will end in the sea. The
sea is what surrounds you and is your origin and your end
and your own being.' Just as the fish was ignorant of the
sea, so even those who experience the abstract may be ignorant
of its reality. One may stand near the water all one's life
and yet remain thirsty, not realizing that it is water.
One day a man asked Buddha, 'What is ignorance? You have
spoken so often about it; can you illustrate it, can you
explain it?' Buddha said, 'There was a man who was clinging
to the branch of a tree on a very dark night. All night
he clung to that branch, and in the morning he saw that
the ground was only one foot beneath his feet. And all the
fear and anguish and torture he had felt throughout the
whole night vanished with the breaking of the dawn.'
Such is the nature of ignorance and reality. A person
may continue to be unaware of the truth throughout his life
and suffer all the consequences of this ignorance, for there
is no greater misfortune than ignorance. It is the root
of all unhappiness and misery. One may continue to suffer
one's whole life through ignorance, when the knowledge of
reality is quite near if one only cared to find it.
The other difficulty is that human nature begins to look
for complexity, for the nature of illusion is complex; man
values complexity and thinks that what is complex is valuable
and worthwhile, and that what is simple is worthless. Truth
however is simple, simpler than all the knowledge of illusion,
but for that very reason man cannot value it, for he has
valued the illusion so much that he cannot value reality.
And yet for us limited human beings to say that this
world has no reality seems blasphemy. It is all right for
us to feel this, but it is not right to say it, because
if we are to say it we must prove it, prove it by our independence
of this illusion – which we cannot always do as we are too
dependent upon it. A claim which has not been put into practice
is not a good claim; that is why a mystic will always refrain
from saying such a thing as that all this is an illusion;
but he tries to feel it more and more everyday. And when
it happens that he does not feel this way he is sorry. He
thinks that he is far from reality; but when a glimpse of
it comes to him he realizes that he is face to face with
his Lord, because then he stands in the light of reality.
checked 18-Oct-2005