ALL THAT comes to a person – in reality he arrives at
it. By this I do not mean to say that he does not make it,
create it, earn it, or deserve it, or that it does not come
to him by chance. All that comes may come to a person in
the above five ways, but at the same time in reality he
arrives at it. These five ways are realms through which
a certain thing comes, but what brings it about is the person
himself.
This subtle idea remains hidden until one has an insight
into the law of life and notices clearly its inner working.
For instance, if one said that a person had come to a certain
position or rank, or into the possession of wealth or fame
by working for it – yes, outwardly it is true, but many
work and do not arrive at it. Besides one might say that
all blessings of Providence come to one if one deserves
them, but one can see so much in life which is contrary
to this principle, for there are many in the world who do
not deserve and yet they attain. With every appearance of
free will there seems to be helplessness in every direction
of life. And as to what man calls chance, there is so much
against it too, for a deep insight into life will prove
that what seems to be chance is not in reality chance. It
seems to be chance, as illusion is the nature of life.
Now to explain more fully what I mean by arriving at
a certain thing: every soul is so to speak continually making
its way towards something, sometimes consciously and sometimes
unconsciously. What a person does outwardly is an appearance
of action, an action which may have no connection with his
inner working. It is like a journey: not everyone knows
towards what he is making his way, and yet everyone is making
his way. Whether he is making his way towards the goal he
has desired, or whether he is making his way towards quite
the contrary goal which he has never desired, he does not
know. But when the goal is realized on the physical plane
then a person becomes conscious: 'I have not worked for
it; I have not created it; I have not deserved it; I have
not earned it. How is it possible that it has come?' If
it is an object desired by him then perhaps he gives the
credit of it to himself; he tries to believe: 'I have made
it in some way'. If it is not desirable then he wants to
attribute it to someone else, or to suppose that for some
reason or other it has happened like that. But in reality
it is a destination at which one has arrived at the end
of one's journey.
One cannot definitely say that one has created it, or
made it, that one has deserved it, or that it has come by
accident. What can be said is that one has journeyed towards
it, either consciously or unconsciously, and has arrived
at it. Therefore in point of fact in his desirable or undesirable
experiences no one has departed from the destination at
which he was meant to arrive.
Nevertheless, what is most necessary is to connect the
outward action with the inward journey, the harmony of which
will certainly prove to be a cause of ease and comfort.
It is this which is meant by saying that one must have harmony
within oneself. Once this harmony is established one begins
to see the cause of all things more clearly than in its
absence.
One might ask in what way harmony can be established
between the inner journey and the outward action. What generally
happens is that a person is so much absorbed in his outward
action that his inner attitude becomes obscured to his view.
The first thing necessary is to remove the screen that hides
the inner attitude from one's sight. Everyone is conscious
of what he does, but not conscious of his inner attitude.
In other words, everyone knows what he is doing, but everyone
does not necessarily know towards what he is going. No doubt
the more one is conscious of this, the less becomes one's
action, for thought controls action – but it only gives
a rhythm, a balance to life. Compared with a person who
is capable of running without knowing where he is going,
he is better off who is walking slowly but knows towards
what he is going.
There are two distinct parts of one action: there is
an action of our inner life and there is an action of our
outer life, the inner being and the outer being. The outer
being is physical action, and the inner action is our attitude.
Both may be actions of free will, but in a certain way they
both prove to be mechanical or automatic actions. No doubt
the inner action has a great power and influence upon the
outer action. A person may be busy all day doing a certain
thing but at the same time, if the attitude is working against
him, he can never have success in his work. By his outward
action a person may deserve a great prize, but for his inner
action he may not be deserving it. Therefore if these two
actions are contrary to one another, there is no construction
and there is no attainment of the desired results. The true
result, the result that is desirable, comes through the
harmony of these two activities.
checked 10-Nov-2006