THE principle of the one who experiences the inner life,
is to become all things to all men throughout his life.
In every situation, in every capacity, he answers the demand
of the moment. Often people think that the spiritual person
must be a man with sad looks, with a long face, with a serious
expression, and with a melancholy atmosphere. Really speaking,
that picture is the exact contrary of the real spiritual
person. In all capacities the one who lives the inner life
has to act outwardly as he ought in order to fit the occasion;
he must act according to the circumstances, and he must
speak to everyone in his own language, standing upon the
same level, and yet realizing the inner life.
For the knower of truth, the one who has attained spiritual
knowledge and who lives the inner life, there is no occupation
in life which is too difficult; as a business man, a professional
man, a king; as a ruler, a poor man, a worldly man; as a
priest or a monk, in all aspects he is different from what
people know and see of him. To the one who lives the inner
life the world is a stage; on this he is the actor who has
to act a part in which he has sometimes to be angry and
sometimes loving, and in which he has to take part both
in tragedy and comedy. So also the one who has realized
the inner life acts constantly; and, like the actor who
does not feel the emotions he assumes, the spiritual man
has to fill fittingly the place in which life has placed
him. There he performs everything thoroughly and rightly,
in order to fulfill his outer commission in life. He is
a friend to his friend, a relative to his relatives. With
all to whom he is outwardly related he keeps the right relationship
with thought, with consideration; and yet in his realization
he is above all relationships. He is in the crowd and in
the solitude at the same time. He may be very much amused,
and at the same time he is very serious. He may seem very
sad, and yet there is joy welling up from his heart.
Therefore the one who has realized the inner life is
a mystery to everyone; no one can fathom the depth of that
person, except that he promises sincerity, he emits love,
he commands trust, he spreads goodness, and he gives an
impression of God and the truth. For the man who has realized
the inner life every act is his meditation; if he is walking
in the street it is his meditation; if he is working as
a carpenter, as a goldsmith or in any other trade or business,
that is his meditation. It does not matter if he is looking
at heaven or at the earth, he is looking at the object that
he worships. East or west or north or south, upon all sides
is his God. In form, in principle, nothing restricts him.
He may know things and yet may not speak; for if a man who
lives the inner life were to speak of his experiences it
would confuse many minds.
There are individuals in the world who from morning until
evening have their eyes and their ears focused on every
dark corner, wanting to listen, or to see what they can
find out; and they find out nothing. If someone were to
tell such people wonders, he would have a very good occupation,
the whole world would seek him. But such is not the work
of the self-realized man. He sees, and yet does not look;
if he were to look, how much would he see! There is so much
to be seen by one whose every glance, wherever it is cast,
breaks through every object and discovers its depth and
its secret. And if he were to look at things and find out
their secrets and depths, where would it end, and of what
interest is it to him?
The inner life, therefore, is seeing all things and yet
not seeing them; feeling all things and not expressing them,
for they cannot be fully expressed; understanding all things
and not explaining. How far can such a man explain, and
how much can another understand? Each according to the capacity
he has, no more. The inner life is not lived by closing
the eyes; one need not close one's eyes from this world
in order to live in it, one can just as well open them.
The exact meaning of the inner life is not only to live
in the body, but also to live in the heart, to live in the
soul. Why, then, does not the average man live an inner
life when he too has a heart and a soul? It is because he
has a heart, and yet is not conscious of it; he has a soul,
and knows not what it is. When he lives in the captivity
of the body, limited by that body, he can only feel a thing
by touching it, he sees only by looking through his eyes,
he hears only by hearing with his ears. How much can the
ears hear and the eyes see? All this experience obtained
by the outer senses is limited. When man lives in this limitation
he does not know that another part of his being exists,
which is much higher, more wonderful, more living, and more
exalted. Once he begins to know this, then the body becomes
his tool, for he lives in his heart. And then later he passes
on and lives in his soul. He experiences life independently
of his body; and that is called the inner life. Once man
has experienced the inner life, the fear of death has expired;
because he knows death comes to the body, not to his inner
being. When once he begins to realize life in his heart
and in his soul, then he looks upon his body as a coat.
If the coat is old he puts it away and takes a new one,
for his being does not depend upon his coat. The fear of
death lasts only so long as man has not realized that his
real being does not depend upon his body.
The joy, therefore, of the one who experiences the inner
life is beyond comparison greater than that of the average
man living only as a captive in his mortal body. Yet the
inner life does not necessitate man's adopting a certain
way of living, or living an ascetic or a religious life.
Whatever his outer occupation be it does not matter; the
man who lives the inner life lives it through all. Man always
looks for a spiritual person in a religious person, or perhaps
in what he calls a good person, or in someone with a philosophical
mind, but that is not necessarily the case. A person may
be religious, even philosophical, he may be religious or
good, and yet he may not live the inner life.
There is no distinct outward appearance which can prove
a person to be living the inner life, except one thing.
When a child grows towards youth, you can see in the expression
of that child a light beaming out, a certain new consciousness
arising, a new knowledge coming which the child has not
known before. That is the sign of youth, yet the child does
not say so; he cannot say it, even if he wanted to, he cannot
explain it. And yet you can see it from every movement that
the child makes; from his every expression, you can find
that he is realizing life now. And so it is with the soul.
When the soul begins to realize the life above and beyond
this life, it begins to show; and although the man who realizes
this may refrain from purposely showing it, yet from his
expression, his movement, his glance, his voice, from every
action and from every attitude, the wise can grasp and the
others can feel that he is conscious of some mystery.
The inner life is a birth of the soul; as Christ said,
that unless the soul is born again it cannot enter the kingdom
of heaven. Therefore the realization of the inner life is
entering the kingdom of heaven; and this consciousness when
it comes to the human being shows itself as a new birth,
and with this new birth there comes the assurance of everlasting
life.
checked 18-Oct-2005